July of 2021, in the middle of the Covid pandemic, my cancer had returned more vicious than ever. This time with metastasis to my liver and identified as an aggressive gene mutation called PIK3. 

As you can imagine myself and my family were literally beside ourselves. During this very dark period I didn’t know where to turn, yes, I had the love and support of my family and friends but this was a very confronting personal issue. I felt I needed to deal with it by myself. It was my life, my living, my existence. A very dear friend suggested to me that I should try meditation. I had meditated a little in the past so I knew a little about it. At this point in my life, I had nothing to lose. 

I began scrolling through the many meditation videos on YouTube and  I came across a magical guy called Joe Dispenza wow!  I was astonished by his words of wisdom and his guided meditations I emerged myself in. I was sold once understanding the science behind meditation practices.  

This is when I decided to leave my nursing career of 25 years and focus solely on my health.  

The mental clarity that came with the meditations were life changing and life sustaining for me. 

After a 45 day waiting period, I began treatment to address my stage 4 cancer. To myself and my doctors surprise my tumor markers were declining way beyond expectations. This is a miraculous result that I dare say has been influenced by my meditation practices. I have grown to believe that we have become so very reliant on medications for the body that the mind or a lifestyle change can often heal. 

I am not advocating to avoid treatments for any illness, but feel so passionate about putting it out there that the only way out is in. 

I am not in remission; I am not unwell anymore. I am healed, cancer free and loving my life. 

I would like to offer so much more than hope to the many out there who are suffering, not just from cancer but all forms of illness, physical and mental health issues.